Anecdotes

Deep down I wanna still keep hope that something good is gonna happen Deep  down I want to still feel great about my situation and not let tears roll down my eyes when something goes awry Deep down I still feel I am very good but somehow people don't see it But deep down I know that you lost it when you didn't get it first Deep down All of my dreams rely on this small event in my life where nothing is working out and everything is pulling me down But a voice inside me rises to the pain in my heart tells me to get up and do better make an opportunity to learn at a time when those who learn are much less valued than those who earn

Thinking of the days when we were together, when we used to talk, when we used to share, when there was nothing between us. I feel like giving that up, I feel like going away, I feel like never coming back. Those starry nights we spent those parties we attended those speeches we gave and the food we had for free was the beginning of something; something wonderful, beautiful, enchanting, holding me tight. I feel like giving that up, I feel like going away, I feel like never coming back. The feeling of wonder on seeing you at the lovely night, when I looked at you for the very last time, when I wanted to say all which could not take the form of words. I gave it up then, I give it up now, to go away forever never to come back.