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The Horror

I have been roaming around all day doing nothing. What do I do now ? I'm bored ! I do not want to start something new or something which might take more than 2-3 hours to complete, and I do not want to study for my exam right now. I just don't know what to do. It is December and I have exams all over again. I hate exams. It is like the world turned upside down for you. You can concentrate on nothing but the subject you have an exam for next and when you don't want to study for that subject, you do nothing. Exams are such a boring time. Why do I have to test a knowledge that I have acquired ? Why don't people understand that practical application of the degree I will be receiving next semester will be more important than the degree itself. I have to slog through every thing in my bookshelf through the year and prove to my juniors that I am not the one they want to make their role model. It is so difficult to study during exams, specially for someone who understands ev...

She did it !

"I'm gonna kill her if I find my book in her closet !", I said looking for the Lord of The Rings, The Two Towers in my sister's closet. "It's always her !". I had been reading the Lord of The Rings series since the past month. I was on the second book of the series, and was stuck on the same page since the last few days. It was Diwali time and I did not get enough time to read the book. I was so excited about the Lord of The Rings film series that I decided to wait till I read all the books before watching any of the film in order to compare how different the films are. I usually like doing things my way. It's simple and you don't need to go through a complex series of thinking and emotional tortures before you do something according to someone else. I used to think that reading books was really difficult. I never had a reading habit but I was giving it a lot of time now. I needed to become at least an avid reader and I could not do that wit...

It's Killing Me...

Today is supposedly the last day of my life. I am having a deadly disease which the doctor said was curable, but I've lost all hopes. I'll be dieing at the age of twenty seven. I have cancer and almost all the people related to me somehow know it, which includes my mother, father, that friend who is always going to the office with me, my ex-girlfriend who was actually cheating on me and my therapist. I don't want to die, but I do not want to bear the pain this cancer thing is giving me since the past six weeks. I just want to get over with it. I remember the first day I got to know of this bloody thing. I was on my morning jog as usual but my sides were troubling me so much. I told my friend about it while he was driving us to the office and he asked me to consult a doctor. That evening was the worst one I had ever imagined. I don't know what name the doctor took. It was a pretty difficult one, so I had him write it on the page for me. The doctor said that they would...

I Love You !

You were there when I had come to this city not knowing where I wanted to be, just to be by my side and helping me with my pell-mell desires. You were there when I liked that guy from first year, remember ? And when he dumped me knowing his taste was not going to dwell in me. You were there when I was almost about to drop dead from the seventh floor and I needed someone to hold me back just to live a bit more. You were there when I had no one else and had the chance to know you, not maybe completely, but as much as was necessary to make myself fall for you. Now, you are here when I have dreams just about you listening to me and I get up and I scream because that is what you have been able to give me, pain, in the deepest form when you could also have loved me.

A teacher !

A teacher came in my dream last night an innocent soul not knowing what he had done in the coding exam we were just about to undergo. A teacher came in my dream last night keeping the checking sheet in a file swinging between his index finger and his thumb always by his side, the same register which had no marks more than seven and were only based on the answer to which he had arrived. A teacher came in my dream last night watching each and every one sit and prepare their codes and bored by the lull in the class sat in his chair and took a nap while no one could see, little did he know that some pricks saved the click for future fun and enjoyment. A teacher came in my dream last night this time in a theory test his test the one which he had prepared or maybe copied from the net had a question or two which were tough and I got chills all through my body as I thought that one hour in the break was enough. A teacher came in my dream last night invigilating the paper that he had made aski...