Never coming back.

Thinking of the days
when we were together,
when we used to talk,
when we used to share,
when there was nothing between us.
I feel like giving that up,
I feel like going away,
I feel like never coming back.

Those starry nights we spent
those parties we attended
those speeches we gave
and the food we had for free
was the beginning of something;
something wonderful,
beautiful, enchanting,
holding me tight.
I feel like giving that up,
I feel like going away,
I feel like never coming back.

The feeling of wonder
on seeing you at the lovely night,
when I looked at you
for the very last time,
when I wanted to say
all which could not take
the form of words.
I gave it up then,
I give it up now,
to go away forever
never to come back.


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