The State Of My Heart

My heart was throbbing. I wanted to meet her again. All of the class I had been thinking about her. She had blocked all my senses. She was so beautiful and self-effacing. The more i thought about her the more number of questions I was not able to understand. The Micro-controller class never bothered me. It was my favourite subject. I used to answer every question of my teacher in the class itself. I was choking. Will I be able to meet her again ? Would she have gone back ? I could wait for hours on a stretch just to be with her. But I had never told her how much I liked her. "You should not be thinking of her.", said a voice. I looked around. Everyone was busy talking to their partners or jotting down what the teacher was writing on the board."It is me, you numskull !", said the voice again. Oh ! It was my conscience. "Don't think about her.", said the voice. It was right, I did have to stop thinking about her. She was not the end of the world. I could have gotten any girl to cohabit with me. Why did I even meet her ? I should have never talked to her so much, and for so long intervals. But she never realised it. I wasn't even able to tell her that I loved her. "She would never like you.", the voice said again. True ! She did not like actors as they could fake any kind of emotion. She used to tell me that I was an amazing actor, that i could fool anyone with my acting. My class was over and I was heading towards the metro station. After the checking there, I looked around to see if she was right behind me and then I would be making it look like a mere coincidence. No, she was not there ! I climbed up the stairs looking around again and again hoping she would come. My hope was persistent, but my mind was gaining onto the reality. I just went on to sit on my usual bench at the platform. I looked up on the sign board. Dwarka Sector-21 metro would not be arriving on the platform for another five minutes. Sigh ! But what do I see next ! Oh My God. There, on the same bench was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen in my life. She had grown thin, was coming back from her Physics tuitions. The one person I could give anything to see back again.
Sakshi !